So.. this is the year for me.. for personal growth.. has hokey as I think that phrase is.. I'm reminded of George Carlin's diatribe on word play and crap like that.. I've spent a number of years focused on myself in the sense of being apathetic about.. me..
I've gotten lazy and fat and made excuses.. I've given up any form of creative outlet... I've allowed my circumstances to dictate events and crap like that...
Last year I started coming up with some plans... objectives... goals...
They all are geared towards pulling my head outta my ass so to speak....
I have a handful of goals......
Lose weight.. bulk up a bit.. I've been talking about wanting to do this for years... though to no result.. I have a goal of the start of summer to get back down to about 135-140 weight though bulk up to about 150-155 maybe 160..
I have some writing projects in the works.. one that is prominent and one sorta on the back burner.. though I need to complete at least one...
there is another.. though i find me fighting with myself on it.. I'm have wishful thinking about something... and it's sorta making me lose some focus.. on this one thing... and it has to do with work and continuing my job skills...
On top of that.. I have some entertainment lans for the year... various holidays... and other social events to plan out... crap.. I never had to concern myself with this crap previously!!!
For example... I have about 3 birthdays occuring in the next month or so.. relatives coming to town... and things I'd like to go do.. namely outdoor activities.. hiking.. paintball.. etc...
For instance the twins bday is around the corner.. i suggested a trip to Little Tokyo.. and that is relatively cheap.. though just thought of taking them paint balling.. then my bro will be here in a week or so.. T's b day.. my dad will be here in March.. then Spam's b-day.. then there is the Ren Faire and the Scottish Games and 4th of July.. then my bday.. then Halloween.. Turkey day and back to Xmas.. just to start the freaking year all over again... planning..planning.. planning.. sigh...
not too mention the crap that needs to be taken care of around the house.. at least 10k worth in projects need to get done... namely the front yeard and the back yard... landscaping.. dog run.. chicken run/coop... soooo many damn things this year to do... wow.. I think this is the first time I've looked at the year as a event..or a project.. usually i don't care and just wake up go to work come up .. rinse repeat...
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